🌈 What Queer Means to Me: A Love Letter to the Unlabeled

“Queer” isn’t just a word — it’s a breath of relief, a flag of resistance, and for many of us, a soft place inside where we finally feel like ourselves.

It can be about who we love, how we love, and just as powerfully — how we feel inside our own skin. It’s the quiet knowing that we don’t quite fit into the boxes that were handed to us. Sometimes queerness is loud and proud. Sometimes it’s soft, fluid, or undefined.

This post isn’t here to define queerness for everyone. It’s here to hold space for the many ways we experience it. Because queerness? It’s personal. It shifts, expands, softens — just like we do.

👉🏾 And because your voice matters too, I’ve included a free downloadable reflection worksheet at the end of this post — to help you explore what queerness means to you, in your own words. 💌

💥 Queer as Liberation

To me, queerness means freedom.

Freedom to move in the world without forcing myself to shrink into roles I didn’t choose. Freedom to let my identity unfold without a timeline or template. I don’t always have the language for it — but I know how it feels: like breathing deeper for the first time.

Queerness isn’t about fitting in. It’s about belonging to yourself. About finding others who see you not in spite of your difference, but because of it.

🌀 The Journey to Naming It

I didn’t grow up with the word “queer” or “gay” being used in a loving way. For a long time, I didn’t even know I could claim it — or that it could claim me.

I didn’t find my full queerness until later in life.

I had spent years hiding the way I wanted to express myself and love because of the expectations of my family and friends. I was afraid of being how I was — and who I was meant to be. I dimmed my truth to make other people comfortable. But truth doesn’t need proof or permission. It just needs space.

Growing up, no one created that safe space for me. So now, I want to create that space for my own circle — and for many of you.

The day I finally said it out loud — not to the world, but to myself — something shifted. I didn’t have to explain or justify it. I just had to feel it. And that was enough.

🖤 Queer Without Explanation

There’s power in knowing who you are — even if the world can’t categorize it. Some folks want you to define every inch of your identity like it’s a checklist. But queerness doesn’t always come with neat edges.

You can be queer in a straight-passing relationship.

You can be queer and polyamorous.

You can be queer and questioning.

You can be queer and still becoming.

You don’t have to explain your queerness to anyone. You get to define it — or not define it at all.

💞 Community & Becoming

One of the most beautiful parts of queerness is the choosing — of family, of love, of self. There’s a tenderness in how we care for one another, how we build community from scratch when we have to.

But let’s be real: it can still feel lonely sometimes. Especially when you’re navigating it alone, or still figuring it out. That’s why spaces like this matter — where we can show up honest, messy, proud, unsure… and still held.

You are not alone in your queerness. Even if it feels like it, especially on the days it feels like it.

✍🏾 Free Reflection Worksheet

If you’d like to explore your queerness through journaling, I’ve created a free downloadable worksheet to guide you through the process.

Use it for yourself, share it with your community, or tuck it away until the time feels right.

🌱— Aeris Bloome

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